Do you know how? well i sure wish i knew this morning!

Today i noticed that my room (that used to be my little cousin’s) had a weird looking shell inside the door knob form the inside of the room. so i noticed that there was a key hole in the outside “since when was this room lockable?” so i take the weird looking thing out with a pair of tweezers. then i left for a second. By habit, i closed the door behind me when leaving. when i came back….i couldn’t open my door anymore!! i was locked out of my own room and there was no key that fit!

So after many failed attempts, we had to call the landlord it was embarrassing! and i feel guilty because he isn’t in his best condition. we managed to cut the knob and replace it with a new one now my door knob doesn’t lock anymore… “juts in case” he said just when i discover that i CAN lock my door, they take it away from me

Thing 3.
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Im feeling that again! what is this!? i guess cuz i haven’t seen him in a long time i kinna forgot about him? or just tried hard to push it away. But now i saw him again and cant keep him out of my mind! what do i want im so confused! i know i don’t have a crush or anything because if i feel the same way about each person that tells me a sad story, then it cant be love! that’s not…

i mean, come on! if i said it WAS love, i would be considered a player hahah… no.

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Thing 2.
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wow i haven’t been here for such a long time! life has been a little hectic drama drama drama
well im glad im not in it anymore
but im don’t promise any free time in my hands anytime soon. summer vacation is almost here! im glad but i have to go to a summit so ill be away for a while.

about the post bellow, i figured it out! its not love *whew!* i was just feeling some sympathy for him… yeah, im pretty sure because when i heard about what these other dudes go through, i had the same feeling. I guess i just wanted to feed them some love. u know? don’t u wish sometimes that love could be physical, that u could keep in a bottle and share to the ones that need it the most?

( incomplete BBL!!!)

Okie im back. and i just finished writing 2 letters (snail mail) and are now sitting on my desk… lets see how long it takes me to actually send them!

I wanna quickly finish this post already so i can get back to work shall we? “interesting title..?” well im going to start a game (inspired by YouTube). a game where i’ll tell u ONE thing about myself at every post i make (i’ll do at least 50) these could be secrets, wishes, thoughts, confessions etc~ i might be playing by myself though! unless u wanna leave a comment saying something interesting about YOURSELF !!! mainly to keep myself entertained now that its all work and no fun hope this is not too awkward (for me and/or for u!)

okie here is 1.

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i think about him all day every day but im sure im not in love…not even a crush

what is this!!!